So in the last 30 days I have been loosing and gaining the same 2-4 lbs over and over again! I don't really know what the deal is here,I loose some and then I gain it right after !!!!
I am soo sick of being in the 190's now I wanna so badly get into the 180's and before May wanna hit 170's my Goal is to be my pre pregnancy weight which was 174 lbs by May 2013 which would 18 months from when I gave birth to my twins! In my twin pregnancy I gained a total of 63 lbs I know ... I know that is a lot,but you know what in a healthy,normal,singleton pregnancy you are supposed to gain about 40 lbs. In my case the doc wanted me to gain at least 50 lbs if not more to have a higher chances of the twins being out of the NICU which is what I aimed and I gained 63 lbs. I don't regret it once-I really don't! I was literally as big as a HOUSE!!!-Carrying two human beings inside of you to term (which is from 35 weeks to 38 weeks in Twin pregnancy as women rarely go till 40 weeks) is not a joke. I went till 38 weeks exact.
My babies were born -one at 37 Weeks and 6 days and the other at 38 weeks (Yes they have two different Birthdays! Isn't that cool-My girl did not want to come until it was past midnight, and yes it is possible to have a vaginal/normal delivery for twins-I had both of them vaginally-Thank God as I know some women who had one vaginally and the other twin via a C-section and that would suck)
Anyhow back to Weight loss----
-I bought this new Heart Rate Monitor which is supposedly also suppose to count your Calories burnt . I wore that and did my 30 Days Shred to find out how many calories I actually do burn after 25 minutes of near death work out. Guess What... I burnt 41 calories after dying every minute of that workout-So its either that my body burns way too less calories and I have seriously something wrong with myself OR I don't really know how to get this working..for the benefit of my sanity I am going with the later -Cause I am so frustrated with myself as it is and now I am beating myself up in the head for not burning even 50 calories when my arms and triceps are sore from the workout. There doesn't seem to be any logic with this really.
I want to be able to buy a FIT BIT-but that is my reward to myself after getting to the pre preganancy weight! So until then I have to live with this one!