And the only reason I did not update my BLOG was because I thought everytime I update my blog and say I would do something I FAIL~~~~ I mean I really REALLY f*ucking FAIL at every damn thing be it Goals at any cost or be it the SMART Goals. I thinkg I must have a record of promising myself and you guys that I will do something and never following it through.
So this time I decide I will do something for a while first and then I will come back, so here I am .
I have been focusing the past couple of weeks on RE-forming my exercise habit, which obviously I lost.
So here are some photos of that to prove what I am saying (not that you won't believe me--but still)
Home Gym works great when I'm too lazy to to take my ass to the GYM
Do you see the cheeks ---EWW! I hate it --
No Matter how much I try to suck them in they still show
The Double Chin too
But I worked out
My weird obsession with sweaty fotos
Kicked my own ass
So the Point it that YES I have Gained a few pounds since I came back here last and YES I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT
But beating myself is not going to get me back--Being accountable is and weighing myself is.
Remember the time I said I won't weigh myself--YA--- Not a good idea at all-Weighing myself every morning (Even though feels sad most days) Keeps me acountable and grounded to the fact that if I don't it is so easy to just stray away-Like I have lately and hence this weight gain.
But I am owning up to my slip up and moving on.