I am still alive, although it definately does seem like a part of me has definately died a silent death!
The part who had career goals in mind,
the part who was a "Full time"
and the Super woman!
I have not abandoned my blog, I have just been too tied with looking for another job.
Especially now when it was quiet this month with the kids away.
I have had a few interviews here and there, but nothing ahead of that.
I am trying my BEST to not get discouraged and to believe
That if GOD has got me to it,
take me THROUGH it!!
I am a bit frustrated for sure with the whole situation of suddenly being laid off,
and suddenly questioning my self worth---It's funny how my job was such an integral part of my identity
and suddenly now I am question my own identity!!
Looking for a job and going for interviews and applying for jobs and resume tweaking and getting references, is all what I have been doing the last little while!
Thankfully in all this madness I have not forgotten my weight loss goals!
Although I did show a gain the last weigh-in
BUT today my weight was back to 166.0 lbs
UGGH---I have just the last 3 pounds to go before my first mini goal and a reward and I for the life of me cannot get to it!
I am in my own way!!
I need to stop SABOTAGING my own efforts.
My workouts have been consistent
I have even bought myself a bike and my son and I go bike riding almost everyday
FOOD is another story....this is the part where I eat right but then SNACK like a crazy woman---UGGH!!
I have my sister and her family visiting me over this long weekend, so I won't be able to attend the meeting on Saturday,
So I have decided I will go to another location tomorrow and get myself weighed-in
Just so I have that accountability.
Will update my results again tomorrow.
Linking up with these awesome ladies
That's it for now-