Once I was done with that issue.
Next I find my higher up (don't want to say who or the position for obvious reasons) called me in to let me know that there have been changes and that I have immediately been 'Laid off' work.
I don't want to go into more details here for obvious reason, BUT as it stood I was suddenly unemployed.
My Thursday and Friday went by wallowing in self pity and asking the question "WHY-ME" gazillion times with no one to answer this question.
The company I worked for is a great company, the team, the management everyone were really nice,so it is rather SAD that I was laid off, but it is what it is!
I have to move on,
the hubs was there and tried to divert my attention and we did get some time to grieve over my lost job.
We decided we would continue with the kids daycare and everything at least this month and see how it goes.
We also don't want to let the older one know about all this, just cause he is at an age where he has questions which he has but he cannot comprehend the answers so it's best for now for him to not know all what's going on.
Kids also made me get back to, at least "act" normal that evening,
I love them so dearly and thank god everyday for blessing me with all three of my kids!
The only thing that went well that day was my kids and there playing around!
Saturday was my official Weigh in at Weight Watchers meeting.
I so, did not want to go, as I had PIGGED out on Ice Cream on Thursday night as of course Food is the answer to everything ~! Right?
I still pushed myself, as I knew, that if I give up now it will spiral, so I did.
We are short a Leader,so there wasn't any meeting but there was a Weigh-in
My Saturday's weigh in was 1 lbs down than last weigh in
Did I get disappointed -Heck No-
A Loss after pigging out on Ice cream was a bonus, so I will take it.
On one hand I so badly want to be 30 lbs lost, and I am 3 lbs shy of that.
But the scale is moving in the right direction so I am happy about that.
That's it for now,will update the rest of my weekend and other stuff later.
How was your weekend?