As a no brainer my weight is just stalling, I am not up thankfully but it is where it was at 166 lbs and I seem be stuck there,
Honestly though I feel my whole life is STUCK.... Ever since I was laid off, it's like a part of me has been STUCK, Stuck to the fact that I was laid off and not so many others
STUCK to the fact that my career may not be going anywhere,
I have given a few interviews and believe me the interviews go so so very well, BUT the most frustrating part of this is waiting and then loosing all and any hope of ever get back into the workforce.
Also as time is passing, I am also seeing the past mistakes that I made in choosing the right/wrong jobs for myself.
Being a Stay at home is the MOST hard job I have done-especially here far away from my family and friends, and no house help, I pretty much feel like a MAID!!
Our social life is virtually non existent since the birth of the TWINS, since getting them ready and out the door itself was such BIG hassle, so all the few friends we had meet us only once in a while, and now if I have to make any new one's I honestly have no idea how I should go about,
On the weight front, I am still on Weight Watchers, although I have given myself the deadline of this month -I need to either be under 160 lbs by Aug 1st or have a job to continue with Weight Watchers as I cannot afford to not loose weight and continue being on WW.
Trying to loose weight is not something I will quit trying.
I am sorry to whoever reads this, for this post being so depressing but honestly these are my feelings lately.
That's it from me.